Roller Coaster

This roller coaster that I am on is making me quite queasy. There times where its a nice and calm and there are days where I feel like I am barely holding on. I want adventures but I think I am just getting tired or looking for it. If I was really honest with myself...maybe I am just trying to fill the hole with a temporary solution. I sometimes wonder when is enough enough. I know I say it everyday..its like I am crying out wolf and I am pretty sure no one believes me anymore. I am not sure I believe myself either. I need to find a permanent solution. I am not sure how much further I need to go before I really go for it.

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