Thursday, May 26, 2011

SIGH...

So I was supposed to take my boards yesterday but I decided that I should push it back a week. I have to say I think I made the right choice. I was in an absolute panic mode and most likely I would have passed but I think this is one time where I really should be safe than sorry. I am suppose to be studying right now but obviously I am not. A probably not so good decision but oh well. I need a break. My eyes are getting cross-eyed and I went to my favorite pasttime....looking at menus of different restaurants I want to eat at. I really need to find someone to finance this habit. I also need to come up with a way to try all these different things and not let it affect my waistline. Speaking of which...I can't wait until end of June. Hopefully, by then my food habits will be able to return to normal and I won't have to look but I could actually taste it. Three days have past...39 days left to go. Here is to being determined and not giving up. I am looking forward to the feast at the end...how about that for irony.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Hide and Seek

You would think I have learned this lesson by now but apparently I haven't. There are things that you think you can hide from but they will always find you one way or another. It's just a matter of time...maybe its best to deal with it when you first have to. Procrastination gives you the allusion of freedom but in reality it makes an anthill a mountain.
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Friday, April 29, 2011

Some things are optional

When making or baking something, there are always the necessary ingredients that make the recipe work. Right now, I just need to study and study and work. Everything else is optional. I have less than a month before my whole life changes...or starts. Either way, I just need to study and work. The optional things will have a place once again on May 26th. Here's to not losing my sanity or causing permanent damage.
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Wednesday, April 27, 2011

I Got a Feeling...

I am sitting in the park and before u think there is anything else...this is just one of those times where I am just relaxing at the park. It's absolutely beautiful and so relaxing. I don't think I have been this calm since...who knows when. Maybe back in September, don't get me wrong I have had plenty of good and calm days but today its different. I am just so relaxed and not really worrying about anything...maybe its cause I am hiding from my life in CA but whatever it is I will take it. I wish I could just bottle this feeling right now. It's simply nice.
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BOSTON Bound...

I am half there to Boston and I can't wait. This vacation will be relaxing and I am so excited. I am looking forward to a hearty bowl of chowder and some seafood.
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Thursday, April 21, 2011

Hump Day

Wednesdays are an awful day. It's right in the middle...close enough to the weekend to taste it but not so close you can be all that excited. There's enough days to have past by where you can't keep putting things off.
I am not sure if its the weather or me in general but Wednesdays just have been awful. I am just ADD and unbalanced. I am not sure how to fix it. It's like when I am cooking and I know I missed something and now I am trying to fix it but its not helping. Thursday seem to get better but we will see. I am just crossing every one of my fingers and toes and hoping for the best.
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Hump Day

Wednesdays are an awful day. It's right in the middle...close enough to the weekend to taste it but not so close you can be all that excited. There's enough days to have past by where you can't keep putting things off.
I am not sure if its the weather or me in general but Wednesdays just have been awful. I am just ADD and unbalanced. I am not sure how to fix it. It's like when I am cooking and I know I missed something and now I am trying to fix it but its not helping. Thursday seem to get better but we will see. I am just crossing every one of my fingers and toes and hoping for the best.
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